me and my thoughts

what we will discuss today huh? about the events of today? uhh,but everything was normal, nothing special ...

all goes as usual things have happened ..
maybe I'll discuss other things hm..okay i will tell you about my self.. I admit I'm not the one that have the self belief, I'm including people who lack confidence or feel inferior.
I don't know why things happen, obviously I'm not proud of myself ..
now, I'm trying to become more confident
a person who does not feel inferior anymore: D
Other things from me, people always say I'm too mature for children age 14
not just from my body just high, but they say outlook or way of thinking, a lot different from teenagers.
they said I was thinking ahead. hm .. I think I'm normal. I did not really feel that I'm too mature. but, whatever what people say I'll stand by and appreciate what they say ..
I was never proud of their assumption that told me I could think up, but that does not satisfy me to be proud of.

I guess I'm including ordinary teenager, not too good not too bad.I feel like I'm still normal, yes, although sometimes rather naughty.
but it is still within acceptable limit;)
at this stage there are so many changes in myself. Starting from the physical changes, attitude and most importantly a lot of problems such as arriving.
I could not handle my own problems, I need somebody who can understand me it is and can give good advice to me ..
but, until now I did not get the right people: ( I'd love to get people like that, I really hope, really!
I often feel confused I have to tell to whom all the existing problems and secrets to me ..
I think maybe I was not able alone to deal with problems, yes even though I'm sure the Lord will help me.
but, I need a friend to tell the story.
I hope in the near future I can find my true friend:)

background, not that I do not like to talk to parents or family, or just telling a friend. but what I need is not just telling stories, but also trust and honesty. And the responsibility for the person who told you to always keep my secret, it is difficult to find.
I do not care, however the person and how old they are. provided good to talk to and keep a secret I'll stay good friends with whoever that person,
I hope I get it .. amen:) oh yes, information about me.
I was not a lot of friends who liked, I do not know why or just a feeling I'm alone. hehe
I also often say selfish and others. but, now I try to accept it gracefully.
I did not really think about it ..

physically, I used only
I have the weight of 53 kg and height 168 cm.
my body was, but I always feel fat: [
yes, maybe that's one of the effects of self that I have a sense of distrust.
people say my face attractive, but I guess I was not so, again, maybe it's because I do not have confidence.
someone once gave me advice, that we should be grateful and accept all that we have.
of advice I try to think, and try to be grateful ..

hm .. that's all about me, other times I'll tell it again:) Bye!